you think you're amazing,
some sort of player,
but you're actually just a whore.
and it amuses me when you think everyone is jealous of you,
when all they are thinking is that you're a twat.
well, that improved my night at least.

change.

i've neglected the blog,
and i don't know why,
because i've felt so much these last few weeks,
than i have for the past two years.

it's strange how something or someone can change so quickly.
i long for those days when i was one of the most important people in your life,
and now i seem like just a burden.
i hope this changes,
because i don't know what i'd do without you.