feelings are hard to express,

and usually i'm pretty crappy at it anyway.

at first i thought it was different,

i wanted something new and exciting and not what i was used to,

but i guess what i really wanted, was to be different.

because sure i'm glad it all happened,

and yes i've enjoyed it and don't regret a thing,

but i think boredom is setting in, which is the old me.

i don't know why, but this always happens and i really want it to change,

because it'll only end up hurting in the end.