Saturday 8 May 2010

why me?

when i was finally starting to get back on track,
pretty happy with the way things were going,
something big fucks it all up again.

i hate how this has happened,
and that it's you.
i mean, most other people i could deal with,
but you?
i think that's what hurts most.

and yes, i know it's my fault.
i should never have started it,
but my heart was in the right place.
i was only trying to help,
but looks like i got in too deep.

and there's nothing i can do to change that now.
i just want us to put it behind us,
because otherwise i'm worried where that leaves us.
but i'll always feel the guilt,
and see the look on your face.

so i'm sorry,
and i know there's nothing i can do to make up for it.
but i hope it doesn't change anything,
because i really don't want that.

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