hate.

i don't hate alot of people,

in fact, i don't think i really hate anyone.

i dislike alot of people,

but hate is too strong to be used lightly.

so when i say this,

it clearly means alot,

and i'm not just saying it for no reason.

i hate you.

for everything you put her through.
for everything that she now feels,
has to get past,

and generally everything that she will remember for a long time.
and yes, you may be sorry,

you may apologize by complimenting her,

making her feel 'special'.

but what you did,

goes way beyond the normal 'sorry'.

i honestly don't think i can look at you again,

which will make things awkward,

but to be honest,

i couldn't care less right now.

and you know what the worst thing is?

she's trying to protect you.